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Feb. 24th, 2011

08:58 am - ajpu


Current Mood: crazymissing livejounal

Dec. 30th, 2009

11:51 pm

more gray hair. nearly 2010. looking for ideas for awesomeness.

first post in a while...

more to come

May. 24th, 2009

10:41 pm

I just found my first gray hair. It's the dawn of a new era.

Current Mood: calmcalm

May. 15th, 2009

12:35 pm

"I have argued that every human being is born with an innate drive to experience altered states of consciousness periodically -- in particular to learn how to get away from ordinary ego-centered consciousness. I have also explained my intuition that this drive is a most important factor in our evolution, both as individuals and as a species. Nonordinary experiences are vital to us because they are expressions of our unconscious minds, and the integration of conscious and unconscious experience is the key to life, health, and spiritual development, and fullest use of our nervous systems." - Andrew Weil, M.D.

May. 14th, 2009

11:13 pm

I'm right out at the edge and am reeling myself back in slowly. It was fun while it lasted, but I'm prone to falling... clumsy I guess.

Apr. 23rd, 2009

09:52 am - contemplating

I'm heading toward where my pot o' gold should be, and wondering if I should drop my load and break into a sprint, or sit down and enjoy the moment...

Current Mood: blankhmmm

Mar. 7th, 2009

10:38 am - fear. again.

... about two thirds of our daily thoughts are fear-based. While fear is useful for self-protective measures, to keep you alive, it also gets in the way, as has been talked about before, many times... I wonder if I'm challenging myself enough to confront fear. And because I need to wonder about it, I'm probably not.

So, now, on my agenda is to pinpoint which fears I may want to tackle and how to go about doing it. A more methodical approach is my choice, as I have made silly mistakes by rushing in unprepared in the past... learning through error does work.

I'd like to make more mistakes. ...must have more learning.

Feb. 1st, 2009

11:04 am

I was denied life insurance because of my bi-polar disorder. total bullshit. I guess I'd better not die. ever.

Dec. 14th, 2008

10:04 am - baby steps...

I think I may actually be fully committed to, and focused on, recognizing needs and taking care of myself.

(after many many times of coming back around to the same place)

Dec. 1st, 2008

11:08 am - awesome


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